another month

I know I said I had lots of good posts brewing, and I do. But first I must mention this morning started off on a disappointing note....

BFN

Remember that one? Big Fat Negative. 

I took a pregnancy test this morning, negative. My period isn't due till Friday, so maybe too early, but with Ivy and Glitter I had a positive test by this time, so I am not hoping for much. 

I am trying to not let it get me down. I should be an expert at that! 

I am fine really, just a little disappointed, that's all. I woke up to my 2 sunshines and they took any trace of sadness away. 

Next month! Right!?! 

Like old infertility traditions, it is good to have things to look forward to that being pregnant wouldn't allow you to do....like hot tubbing! My parents got a hot tub yesterday, so I will be over there lots, soaking it all in while waiting to once again ovulate :) And of course there's wine! 

TODAY: Dropping off some rented vases and a load of items from the wedding at the brides house. Then maybe stopping by the parental units place for a quick soak??? Haha, tonight is hang out time with a bestie buddy. Good day, take that BFN....good day. 

Comments

[val]

omg ayla's sweater ist he best ever, where did u get it

[Carmen]

Gorgeous pic of miss A :). Boo to bfn, but good on you for keeping such a positive attitude :)

[Mel]

I'm so sorry for the negative. I know it hurts but it just means God has something else on the horizon, right?

(love those girls!)